long time neber blog lers. busy wid a lot of things and lazy to blog too. mayb is cux too mani things happens in jux a very short time.

feeling quite stress wid very bad temper these days. had been thinking wid a lot of things. dunos wad i should do. work wise and some personal affairs.

i should hab choose between my work and him. i will hab to start choosing and picky wid jobs in work if i were to choose him as my piority. it is not cux i don wanna to work. i wan to work and do my best in the things i do. bud i wanna to start a family too.

mayb a lot of pple will advise mi not to start a family at this young age, bud actually i felt that it is a matter of time. the most impt to mi now is my posting. i got to look far, shouldnt i? its him that i couldnt afford to let nature takes its course. mayb he might be the one or not will be known when the marriage cert is being signed.

agreed to yiings words : humans are clever, that's y they are so evil. my mind is running wid a lot of things which cannot be solved now. bud i jux cant help thinking.

aniwaex, today i went for my 1st prac for 2A. passed it, bud difficult. the bike is rili too heavy. mayb i got to try to get used to the weight by all means bahs.. hope i can overcome it . having uneven sunburns again =x