once in a while to blog.. cant blog too much cux i cant reveal my work in blog.. ojt is not as bad as i think.. at least i can focus on my system. bud i still got a lot to learn and i do not know.

expectations are very high for mii.. dun wanna let pple to be disappointed.. there are a lot of task for mi to finish. and i hab to push myself further..

jialat sia.. whenever i'm feeling stressed or panic, my hands starts to shiver.. i love my tech department.. they are rili very understanding.. bud bad news for mii is i might not get to work with them in the future.. i afraid i might cry cux of that.

whenever i start to learn things.. if i'm not sure of it, i will feel very pissed off on myself.. in ship, the most relaxing time is in the night time when i'm sailing. cux i can relax by listening to my songs and enjoy the sea breeze. i always lik to stay out and look at the sea. it rili allows mi to release all my stress. i am very willing to eat into my sleeping time for the moment of enjoy.

actually i lik sailing. i dunno y.. though i got tonns of system to learn, i lik my time onboard. though sometimes i feel lik going home cux i miss my family.. starting to treasure my family le.. i rili do prefer ship life den in skol.. =p